Bad News

I am just heart sick. We went on a walk/hike Tuesday evening to go look at some land that is for sale by Grandmas house. After the walk I started to cramp a little bit. I thought it was just from walking too much. Well I got home and Eric got a call to go give a blessing to one of our members kids. He was dehydrated really bad. well while he was gone I went to the Bathroom and discovered that I was bleeding. I was so scared. I tried to call eric, and as soon as he was done with the blessing he rushed home picked me up and took me to the emergency room. I only live 5 minutes away and that was nice. We got admitted right away which was a first but my blood pressure was 177/95. They came in and told me that the ultrasound machine was closed for the holidays, so they had to take some blood and do a pelvic exam. They did that and he said that all was not lost there was a chance that we could still keep the baby. But then after the blood test came back he said that my levels were too low and I had lost the baby.
I am staying here till I can get this house closed if it is possible, becuase it looks like all the companies are closed till monday. We have to close by monday. I hope it all works out. I will be sooo mad if it does not. I have done sooo much work on this house.
Anyway after the closing I am going down to Texas to see Mom for about 2 weeks. I am taking Caleb so Eric can go to school without worrying about whether he has a babysitter or something to do. Caleb will miss the rest of his classes but I think it is best. And Mom has not seen him for a long time. It is summer so my sisters will hopefully have some times to watch him. And I get to see Mom's new house, and Jeanne and George are still going to be in Texas so they can take him to do some fun things too.
I will be fine. I have had a blessing and I get to see my Baby again someday. So I will be fine.